Tonight I watched Edward Scissorhands for the first time in years, it is now the first movie that has ever made me cry.  There was something that made it one of the sadest movies I have ever seen.  The way everyone treated Edward.  Why is Society the way it is? I don't understand it. Why can't there be people who seem to whoely accept anyone, or is that just too much to ask?  It doesn't make sense to me.  Why can't people be accepted for who they are.  There is always something wrong, 'oh, you dress weird' or 'oh, you listen to the wrong type of music.' What happened to judging people on their personalities?  Nothing makes sense anymore.  NOTHING.  Nothing can seem normal. But what is normal.  It's diffrent for everyone, yet no one can seem to find their own normal.  I don't understand.  Why can't everything fit together, like a puzzle with all the pieces.  There is always a piece missing but there are other pieces that make you believe that your going to finnish,  this false happiness.  Then when you realize that the puzzle is never going to be finnished everything seems so much worse because of that false happiness you had earlier.   I hate it all. I hate it so much.  I want one wish, and that would be for all my wishes to come true,  so all the things I've planed with mel, for our houses in the country with Lestat, and Davey, and Brian to become reality. To be happy.  I want to be truly happy.  But is there such thing as truly happy?