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| Tonight I watched Edward Scissorhands for the first time in years, it is now the first movie that has ever made me cry. There was something that made it one of the sadest movies I have ever seen. The way everyone treated Edward. Why is Society the way it is? I don't understand it. Why can't there be people who seem to whoely accept anyone, or is that just too much to ask? It doesn't make sense to me. Why can't people be accepted for who they are. There is always something wrong, 'oh, you dress weird' or 'oh, you listen to the wrong type of music.' What happened to judging people on their personalities? Nothing makes sense anymore. NOTHING. Nothing can seem normal. But what is normal. It's diffrent for everyone, yet no one can seem to find their own normal. I don't understand. Why can't everything fit together, like a puzzle with all the pieces. There is always a piece missing but there are other pieces that make you believe that your going to finnish, this false happiness. Then when you realize that the puzzle is never going to be finnished everything seems so much worse because of that false happiness you had earlier. I hate it all. I hate it so much. I want one wish, and that would be for all my wishes to come true, so all the things I've planed with mel, for our houses in the country with Lestat, and Davey, and Brian to become reality. To be happy. I want to be truly happy. But is there such thing as truly happy? | | |
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Vampire Goth -- Perhaps the closest to the
"lolo goth," you are morbid and
dreary. You like to make people feel
uncomfortable around you, and you're happiest
when going to a highly public place with enough
friends who share your interests to make
massive crowds shifty. You have an unusual
liking to blood.
Which Gothic Stereotype Are You?
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Weeop Neener
Cyber Goth -- I pity the fool who threatens you.
Between tweaking on caffeine rushes and chain
smoking, you are way too good with computers
and all things high-tech. Throw some morbid
humor and way too much electric blue eyeshadow
into the fray and you've got a jittery,
demented, and very capable person on your
hands. I'm never giving you my e-mail address.
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| Well. Isn't life great. Sure it is. Last night I was sleeping on the floor in my parents room because they have a fan and more open windows, so it's cooler. But I woke up at like 1 am and I guess from the way I was sleeping on my left arm, or the early hour of the day, my arm didn't move right! It was so odd. I could move it, but I couln't unlagle the sheet with my hand. It was so odd. Then I fell asleep on my right arm. I slept till 1.20 am today. It was really nice. I love sleeping. It's so very nice.
I didn't really do anything til 5 today. I went to the bookstore and I bought 2 books. I bought this book called 'Tithe' and I bought 'Queen Of The Damned'. I'm leaving for the east-coast on friday. I really don't want to but it's not like I have a choice. I'll be back on the 23rd. I don't want to go out to the land of the preppiest people. Oh well. I might get some new flip-flops at the Bone Yard. (It's a surf shop) I love that place, no matter how expensive it is. I'm almost tempted to bring my skateboard, even though I don't really have a chance to use it. -shrugs- I should pack for that soon. At the mall today I went to Pac-Sun, and I bought my Bam hoodie. I was sick of waiting at the shredd shop. It's been over a month and that's just too long, Anyway, the one I got is better because it has sewed in thumbholes, and thats pretty awsome. So. today I got yelled at for distracting my mom from her chinese, well, what else is new. All I said was 'lookit it's a foot!'. Whatever.
Love you all. -snog-
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